He chose to be vaccinated for covid in mid-March 2021. Had clean bill of health, including kidney function, in early March 2021. Mind & spirit still sharp as a tack, but his kidneys suddenly shutdown and ultimately killed him in about 4 weeks. Freddie Poling from Mannington, Wv Lost our father on Jat the age of 83.

This song touches me on so many levels, Thank you Not a day goes by I don't think about her. 11 years later and it still hurts so much. Deanne from IdahoI lost my mom, my best friend on May 5, 2010.I say thanks with tears running down my face A friend of mine who lost her Mom a little earlier than me sent me this song. I’m still growing in this process of coming back to a closeness to Jesus. I know it sounds weird, but I think it’s ok. Sometimes Jesus seems so far and yet so close.

Ruthi from Outside Of Town In The Country My Mama recently went to be with Jesus.

As you age you don't know what you are going to say. I wanted my granddaughter to take a picture of me with Ryan Stephenson after the concert, for some reason I looked up at him and asked him why do you have a red beard? Why did I ask him that? I was tired and the only thing I must of have been thinking was my son has a red beard but has dark brown hair.

Marsha UnderwoodI saw Ryan Stephenson in concert OctoHagerstown Md, I took my 15 year old granddaughter.

Lyrics licensed and provided by LyricFind Publisher: CAPITOL CHRISTIAN MUSIC GROUP, Capitol CMG Publishing They're still alive in me and I just hope I make you proudĪnd it's your love still holding me together There's healing in the story of your scarsĪnd sometimes I still catch myself trying to call your phoneĪll the hopes and dreams we used to talk about Not a curse, but it is a blessing to feel other people's pain Knowing this will be the last time we're together That make the sound of these progressions have a different ring Sometimes the only way to heal a broken heart is when we fall apart That you're the one whose keeping it togetherĪnd it may take sometime to make sense of all your thoughts Is knowing I have to move on without you somehow Thank you for those that remember that your relationships mean everything to me.You were forty-three when you got the news I’m Fine, Yeah I’m Fine, Oh, I’m Fine, Hey I’m Fine… So, when someone asks if I am ok….this song rolls through my head…in a lovely sarcastic tone…. I have tried to be patient and understanding, but I am the one that lost my daughter. Interestingly, I am finding myself willing to walk away from friends that seem overwhelmed by my situation. I have never found people or friends worth much effort. This is new for me, as I like to just walk away and start over. The best I can describe, is what I find worth fighting for, I make the effort to confront, communicate and fix.

I am not sure where it comes from to be honest. Now, sometimes my bluntness and directness almost scares me. I use to be a ignore it, don’t confront it, sweep it under the rug person. Something isn’t right, I am going to say it and move on. I have learned the art of direct communication, like nobodies business. When being honest is the only way to fix it I don’t know why it’s so hard to admit it You want to know whats going through my head? Its…….and I unleash a grabbled bunch of words that may or may not make sense.Īnd when it’s out of control I say it’s under control When I sit silently on the phone I get a “whats going through you head” or “I wish I knew what to say to you.” These are authentic phrases that I will respond to. I am lucky to have a few people in my life, that when they ask, they are asking because they already know I am not fine. But I also know the inquirer really does not want to know the real answer. When I am asked ‘how are you’…I do not answer anymore, because I won’t lie and say I am fine. Suddenly, what was important the day ‘before’ is meaningless now. What would happen in a conversation, when asked how are you, you told the truth? I smile as I type this, because my truth filter is pretty thin, and I have weeded out many people in my life with it. These lyrics I am sure hit home for anyone, but me….my family…”We keep our messes and our wounds and our secrets safe with us behind closed doors.” Apparently, we are not the only ones. Matthew West can put words down and strike a point…for me, leaves me inspired. I stumbled on this live version of the song, on YouTube. So keep your messes and your wounds and your secrets safe with you behind closed doors Lie number two: Everybody’s life is perfect except yours Lie number one: You’re supposed to have it all togetherĪnd when they ask how you’re doing, just smile and tell them, “Never better”

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